"christ centered life is crazy beautiful. crazy, because it is shaped like a cross, and you'll have to lose your life in order to find it. beautiful, because the way is blessed, the company is pretty decent, and the life is abundant and off the hook rich. so when you are so moved (by what god in christ is offering you) join us in following and get crazy beautiful too."
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Crazy beautiful is who I am called to be, hope to be, long to be and stumble to be as I struggle to be.
It is a calling, not a decision. The decision is to answer yes to the calling to come, see and follow.

Lord have mercy as I become.